6 September 2010, 4:10 pm
ok guys its like this, ive just started my semster in college and all my classes are good except one.the 1st day i went and slept and kinda embarrassed my self alot. in the class we have to sit in a circle. the reason why its so tough for me is that i have social anxiety, ive suffered with it for about 3 years and it has caused me to drop alot of classes in college because i couldnt control my anxiety because it feels like everyone's looking at me. like my mouth will twitch my eyes would twitch i would have shortness of breath, racing heart, and twitches. i wanna drop the class but my only problem is i need to credit to get my asscoiates. ive been in college for 3 years and ive been screwing up like really really bad. im smart enough to get A's and B's but with my social anxiety and other personal issues its been really tough.sometimes i just feel like my minds been running a marathon , for does who knows or dont know about social anxiety its like the closest then to hell on earth as possible. its caused me to miss out on events, relationships, and other things. sometimes its driven me so crazy that i would take out my anger on my love ones. i remember one time i was in church and screamed at one elder in my church, a couple weeks ago during my churches soccer game and picnic i lost my temper again screaming and yelling at my opponents and friend and brother.like i feel so ashamed after all of that. i want to ask my parents for help but am too scared.so what do you guys think i should do? am 21 with no job , no job experience but i have all the talent and potential in the world.but living with social anxiety makes me to scared to go out and get a job. ive had a really really tough life that when i think about it , it makes my condition worse.help me guys what should i do? Thank You Trent , i appreciate the help.... Read More »
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